Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Fall Day at the Beach - Nature Walk

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As promised I am writing one more article before my desert retreat. I woke up being called to take today easy and rest. There is much to process and just taking some me time. I had several traveling dreams. The lesson that we are never alone on our travels we always have our angels and guides with us. If you have yet to discover your angels and guides I do offer a personal service.

Time is meant to enjoy and take those moments of just peace and bliss in the small seconds that make up so much more. Today I saw many things. I will share them as I do not have much words to share so enjoy the images.

When you are out in nature or even passing through take a moment to enjoy all the beauty around you.

Cactus
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Squirrel Visitor
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Sunset
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Seeing many pairs, Pelicans flying.
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Beautiful
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Fall Day at the Beach
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Three Pelicans
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Yellow Heaven
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Beautiful fall day at the beach
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Shore
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Daydreaming
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Just a Relaxing Day
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What do you see in the clouds?
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I see a Heart
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Sailing on the Seas
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Gorgeous Day
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What do you see in the water? Feminine Divine
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Heaven
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Crystal Blue
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Rocky Shore
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Shapes in the Rocks, What do you see?
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Divine Energy
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Bliss
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Energy Grid from the stones and shells I found today. Getting charged in the garden.
Some of these will be decorated, stay tuned!
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Second Energy Grid. Two black shells found.
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Renewal
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New Passions
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Monday, November 25, 2013

Remembering and Awakenings

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In my absence I have had many new experiences and visions. If I just poof off of here, check our Facebook page: Padma Bella as I often will just a quick note on there (when I am out and about). Friday I received a vision of sorts and it really spoke to me. Below is the journal about my experience in a channeled writing:

Messages
Much shifting, I received many messages last night, in silence and darkness- so much silence and stillness beautiful at the same time letting the mind go to not think about anything. Even just letting my feelings drift, it's so beautiful wh
en we just accept this existing in the Now. I have beautiful sleep as all I am called to do, I received messages once again or just enjoying the moment and not getting caught up in old patterns. I have started to notice old patterns come up even old people in my life.

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All this I am reacting differently, because we can choose to relive the same outcome over and over again by picking the same choices or we can learn from those past outcomes and do something or everything differently this time. I have come to realize that everything before was to lead to this time, this Now, to realize and remember. I trust and know and all this other 'stuff' is trying to shake and rattle us to forget and get lost in this chaos with these other temptations, when there is never been another option another choice we only have the unknown now leading to the certain future. I see so many getting pulled astray (because for them they need to learn more lessons) they have not trusted the inner knowing, the answers we already have in us, but we need to be reminded of these through experiences.

Recently I have come to see and hear all this being spoken to me, we can repeat all this if we so wish to be sucked back up into the lower dimensions of reality and live this way. It's all up to us or we can awaken and change it all. It all starts with us, our self, as we are the only ones who learns and we can only lead by example through our own self. We are the only ones we have. We cannot rely on anyone else, that leads to disappointment, and negativity that we somehow 'failed' on this when the reality and the point is that we may think in terms of wishing to share space and time with others but if they are not in Oneness, we are still living in the lower dimensions and giving our power away.
We cannot guide our self this way. We cannot guide others. We have to be at the point of and beyond even of loosing everything we want, to give it all up to the Divine Timing of the Universe, to say yes I trust you to do as you see fit, to make all that I have seen in it's beauty a reality when you Great Dear Universe see fit and know that I am ready. For every time that I have felt like I need to just stop the thinking stop the chasing stop all of this - I let it go and it then appears. It may not make sense why or when it happens for this does not matter.

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It will and does happen- but we have to see it for what it is- when it is- as it does not always come in the nice neat image we have always envisioned it but it does come. The positivity we put out there always comes back. We are all Love we are all One. Be grateful for your unique self your unique light. All you can be is blissfully happy that you are whole and complete and perfect. I see so many trying to be whole and happy with someone else, but this cannot be if you are not happy with our self first. Take some time rest, be with yourself, find your unique qualities and gifts that make you beautiful. Take this time to just enjoy the warm sun on your face and the embracing moon as you sleep.

A yellow moon greeted me last night surrounded by white clouds, a sign for me that everything will be alright and as it should be. Over reacting, worrying and even thinking anything but extraordinary is silly- as everything comes, we are blessed each and every second.


What do you see in the clouds?

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I see a bird/hummingbird, a fish blowing out water or a whale making a wave with it's tail and a dragon.


Visions
In meditation over the weekend- I saw bright white and people dressed all in white just wondering 
around in different locations all sacred church like structures. None seemed to be talking but the energy very vibrant. Places I had been before. It was not until I was transported to a white tall structure which resembled a space ship on the outside in certain angles. Inside very tall ceilings with glass light windows which were colored with designs beyond the beauty of stain glass. It is here that I heard the voices, I asked who are you I am grateful to be in your presence. Which a voice replied we are the Pleiadians. They then said you are in destructive danger. I asked for clarification me personally, they said you as in the world- I asked how is this remedied? Their reply love. This catastrophe can be stopped with unconditional love. I thanked them for their message. And within seconds the meditation I was pulled out of it. My feeling great love and warmth. 



Gratitude
Last night I felt a deepness of emotions, after having the most perfect day. I began to cry uncontrollably even though I knew I wasn't sad nor could I stop the tears. I just let them come. There came a point when I wondered am I missing something? Since they wouldn't stop, I asked a friend of mine. She immediately said they are tears of gratitude. You have everything you could possibly want and these are not tears of the old (which we would associate with sadness or loss). This resonated with me, but also I heard the words this cannot work like this anymore, I can't do this anymore like this. This of course puzzled me. In the morning I woke up still feeling a great sense of loss, but what had I lost?
Epiphany Awakening
For some unknown reason I had Internet issues- I tended to this of course all morning the 'technical 
side' of life. Once I did, I had an awakening, I realized I was very much different. I started remembering things and researching. Even still I for some reason just have a different understanding of say everything. Last night I was experiencing the death of myself. I felt like I could not give anymore of myself, I had embraced and given all of me that I possibly could.


A deep sense of knowing who I am came about this morning. Literally that is why the uncontrollable tears and why the words came to me last night as I had to let go of this self to make way for an even brighter new self- I have turned into the dragonfly, the butterfly, the ladybug, the unicorn. Now I have a new sense of self and I have even more to give and experience, than even before. I feel this energy of abundance running around me, even more expansive than I had experienced previously. Today being filled with energy of Merkabah. I haven't noticed a need to take part in typical routines being so caught up in this energy and the remembering. I have been woken up to something even greater of myself. I am even remembering past lives I have had. As for some reason certain souls have been called to me and me to them. After a while I feel like I've known them forever, and no sense of why. Particularly why I gravitate towards certain people when I need guidance or even just simple information. We are all on the same vibrational level. 

Connections to Remembering
Recently I was told to look into my "land"- I didn't fully realize what this meant on a grand level. Today I have been researching nothing more. How certain resources I randomly go to which leads to even more. I should say if you are called to this let it flow, just roll with it. There are times when you will read something but it just won't resonate to you, not everything will. You have to weed out the false truths to you verses the things which speak to you on a deeper soul remembrance level. I am not fully called to as of yet speak of my connections with this or what I am finding. Other than I always knew I was different. There were certain things I was not allowed to speak about or know about. I understand the whys. It was not time yet. I have always been a traveler and wanting to know more. Certain things or events have been left for me to find- as could only have been done by someone or myself- that knows my core Truth my pure soul essence. There have already been some moments when I thought- you have got to be kidding me? That is so something I would have done to remind myself. Perhaps it was.


During my revelation this morning part of me felt scared not in the old feeling of sense but how do I reveal this? Will people think I'm crazy? Will I have to explain myself? What do I believe anymore? All these question really just words I could feel my lower mind trying to engage me into this paranoia of don't share this. When I could fully look above all this- and see that this is who I am, I can't hide it, I can't be anything else but myself. I may not be called to share certain things I am learning as of yet, because I have yet to articulate them within my DNA yet, it's not a fear of hiding. This has also felt liberating to be accepting of myself to feel at home within myself. In which we speak truth and those can only also walk their own truth. I feel one of my gifts is to awaken souls and aid them in remembering, healing wounds and inspiring their soul to create beauty in the deepest and most sacred Love.


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I also have been guided to create more. Much of my absence I have just been experiencing life. Tomorrow I will go to the beach and go on another beach walk and collect some stones. I feel called to the ocean once again. I will be creating art with these stones and hopefully have more completed for the New Moon. As I have images in my head that I wish to share and I am being called the New Moon or shortly after is when I will reveal these.

What do you see in this tree? I first saw faces now I see a butterfly, owl.

As we experience the last week of November, I have been posting Gratitude on our Facebook Page, for those who don't subscribe I will share for today I was called to be grateful 
for: my personality warmly welcomes people to me and Being confident to share a smile with a stranger.

I will be writing a New Moon article for the coming New Moon for Monday, December 2. Stay tuned for that. Hopefully I will write one more article before I head to the desert for my retreat later this week, I foresee the New Moon article coming together during my retreat or shortly after I return. All in Divine Timing. Many upcoming events- The ISON comet November 27 at sunrise. The New Moon December 2 (for us in the U.S. 4.22PM (PT), 7.22PM (ET), and 00:23 UTC-December 3). The Geminids Meteor Shower which runs from December 7-17 but peaks the night of December 13-Midnight to morning of December 14. Many energies all around, enjoy all the energy that is around, and the awakening coming about for many of us. Embrace it as this comes in all shapes and forms. 


Enjoy the energy from the today's setting sun!



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Duel energy
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Friday, November 22, 2013

Epiphany Energy Burst

Epiphany
I had an epiphany this morning, last night was very stormy. All I wanted to do was sit and listen to the rain. This morning it was cloudy but not rainy. I realized that if you get out of your head everything becomes that much easier. If not easy itself. I literally feel like the rain has cleared and washed away all the stale energy off and away. It's amazing how lifted I feel when I rolled in this morning yes it is winter-ish weather. 






Turn It Off
Turning the mind off and becoming efficient in movement. Knowing the core basics everything just naturally flows. Getting caught up in the ego or in the mind or in the surrounds around you. I have known this for a long time (as this week is focusing on your unique self) that I naturally lead. If I hear something with not much else to go on, I just go- I trust in it verses waiting around for someone else to do it first. This has led me to become a pioneer of sorts because I have noticed my fearless nature is coming back awakened. In stillness I am steady and courageous and that is where the confidence comes is trusting in the inner knowing. All these we all have in us, we don't need external forces, but for those that still operate this way- notice who you are looking to. Are they ego based? Or are they beating to their own drum and your energy resonates with their energy.


Transformation


During the death transformation phase, yes I took time out for myself (as many of us did). I did not realize how many relate or look to me- it's not an ego thing as I see each of us has something to teach the other. However when we are all cleared our energy flows and everyone we come into contact with is a bit better a bit brighter because our own vibration is up.











Energy Burst
Another energy burst is happening, with all this fair rain - I feel so much energy, I can't wait for the lightening that I feel is so strong overhead. Happy Friday indeed! Today is a double master number 11.22- 11 is the number of Light for inspiration and receiving guidance and visions from Source. While 22 is the master number which gives energy and strength. We are able to manifest what we wish, can you feel this inspirational energy?? We are in Sagittarius now, embrace this fire within us as we look to the future with abundance of joy and harmony and bliss. The Sun and Moon is in a Trine today which brings a beautiful balance between our Light and Shadow self, Masculine and Feminine sides, we are able to use this magnificent energy to manifest our desires. All I have been wanting and wishing and doing is daydreaming.
Visions
I have been having many visions lately including last night. Repetitious ones, I am not called to share them. They are magical and the main symbolic message is the coming together, the joining- also being able to take a step back and go slow, to notice when we have to halt. Not quit not postpone, but just stillness and stop- to then look around at all the magnificence that this is really all happening. If we rush too fast, or run to this beauty we will be road blocked and natural rain will make us stop as we cannot get there if we rush. If we are slow and steady we will reach this bliss this beauty- as we will all reach it anyway, it is our destiny. It is in the journey that we learn the most not the destination. So if we know what the destination is already- trust that it will happen, so then there is only the journey to enjoy in bliss - the here and now, the curiosity the mystery the ecstatic happiness. Embrace this time as we all come into this new of self - discovery and remembrance.

Above all continue to be grateful for everything, I promise it does help in all aspects of your life. Enjoy all this energy around, have a beautiful and Happy Friday & Weekend!!


Thursday, November 21, 2013

Sagittarius Transformation

Sunrise there was red maroon out in the horizon with a purple thick layer of clouds. Everything
sprinkled with rain from the night, no rain and headed to morning meditation. True magic, we are all loving awareness, but we need to be reminded sometimes to be kind to our loved ones. Practicing Asana is only part of it we need to take it off the mat as well, to be loving awareness embody this daily and every second. Being unique and allowing our light to shine. The morning before the Sun leaves Scorpio and enters Sagittarius I meditated to a candle. I realized the flame has much to teach as well. Each the water and fire have different elements and different forms of expression, each lessons for us. Scorpio energy is of the water we leave and enter the fire of Sagittarius. We learned many lessons with our time in Scorpio as the dragonfly it is time for us to leave our nesting area. We must rise out of the mud into the seed and begin to bloom into the lotus. I see many lotus symbols everywhere along with a maternal figure with that of a child. We are all the child each learning lessons from our eternal mother, mother earth. We must allow ourselves to be childlike and play and learn and be curious about everything. Seeking the wisdom the knowledge to remember, that remembrance will bring so much more abundance. We have learned so much more about ourselves and using this to move into our future. Sagittarius is the archer, it's the time to act, we must be the archer, the bow, and the arrow. We get to aim in the direction we wish to head and go to it with joy and enthusiasm.

The Sun heads to Sagittarius 11.21.13 at 8PM (PT), 11PM (ET). Before heading to Fire, Mother Earth has graced Scorpio with a final farewell with rain. Meditate to a candle to welcome the Sagittarius energy, open your heart say "I AM (on inhales) Loving Awareness (on exhales)" see how this changes you. Focus on your heart center the small circle on the lower right side of the ribs. When we open our hearts it changes our outlook and day. We are all one. Mediation circles create a unity and blessings and bliss or enchantment reminders that we are all connected. We are all expanding, take up a new project - try something new you never know when something small will turn into something big and life changing. I recently have been called to be creative in many different forms, the nice weather distracted me (in a good way) wishing me to be out in it. Now the rain energy is calling me to be inside, I've had time to be inspired out in nature and now I get to be inside and work on these. I will share more of what I am creating soon.

I feel reborn literally with this rain and all my wonderful answers I have received in guidance. So expansive I am ready to head into the unknown as many of us are called to. We are excited to head into this rebirth expansive selves. We remembered much during the last few weeks. This transformation out of the mud and now ready to come into a seed beating with our heart and into the lotus that is our Divine Creativity and Divine Love. Transformation is natural and comes with the breath, we cannot force it so let it come.