Wednesday, October 30, 2013

New Moon Eclipse in Scorpio November 3, 2103 Yin/Yang Balance

As I talked about in another post, signs which have appeared throughout my journey. Earlier in the year a person came into my life, and we became friends. Granted our purpose was to guide each other through a transition for both of us. For a time, we were both at a similar point in our life journey. Questioning many things, I recall many many discussions we both had. At the time, it's what was needed. 

One particular conversation was around a New Moon (I do not recall the specific one) as this is not important. The morning leading up to it, he had promised to do a reading for me- I of course was in no rush for it, as I already knew on some level my path. This was more for his own growth and discovering his path. I will not go into detail about the specific topics we discussed as this is private and personal nor is it relevant here. 

Messages ... lead to discoveries
I will share the part of the message which was I would receive all that I want, all that I aspire - everything will come to me when I AM balanced. Only when I personally am balanced can the 'stuff' come to be in my life. I was also given a specific timeline- or check points ... each based on if I created balance in my life sooner how these specific "things" may come into my life earlier, of course this could not be controlled or manipulated by me as I could not accelerate the happening. The Universe decides but at these certain times I would know what was working and what things I may let go of, this of course at the time made sense but more so- now I understand the key to these specific markers in time I received or was guided to. 

I also received message specifically when all that I aspire would come to me-
the universe knew that by this specific time I would be balanced (if not before) as there are of course many variables at play. All this I knew already that it would come to be (but did not know the when) in this reading I of course received validating for my own inner knowing, things I had already been doing to bring me more into balance. The universe however used my friend and his gifts to share with me more guidance that I am on the right track. I put this information in the back of my mind because you cannot dwell on it or it will take longer to come to be. For me it was enough knowing my own inner knowing that these things would come to be, and the Universe also saying these things would come to be.

Yin/Yang
I have been seeing signs around me hearing things of balance. On my adventure, I realized this further. A mandala I received has the Yin/Yang in the middle in the core, in two colors which resonate strongly with me. The first version I saw of this was of pastels in lighter colors which I of course first was attracted to the calmness and relaxed state of it. The Universe played it's magic as this was not meant for me but for someone else. The new art I received the colors are more vivid brigher and bolder colors- as I see it the New me, the soft pastels are on the outside which is what people see at first is an inviting person, but on the inside I am very passionate and bright and vibrant to my core. Once again things of balance are being called to me, to my energy.



I of the old resonated with the water element but of all signs around me have been pointing to flight and wings. Which I have discovered I associate with the Air Energy which is of both Yin/Yang energy where I am in this New. My old self of a Water Energy was of Yin, the feminine. Now I embody both aspects of course still creating balance between these, and we all have all four elements within us but we have one dominate one which resonates most with us. Of course for me this was the Universe telling me through the Dragonfly that I am transformed into a creature with wings, I am no longer a mermaid of the sea. Of course the sea still calls to me, as it's where I came from in the old. If you are interested in finding out which resonates with you- contact me and I will give more details.





Solar Flares
We are experiencing a lot, we need to ground. Crystals which we offer also grounding activities during this time is key. Magnesium also helps in all forms. We need self care right now along with self love. 

Symptoms you may be feeling: 
Tiredness
Anxiety
Cranky
Allergy symptom flare ups
Dizzy
Autoimmune disease flare ups
Spaced out feeling
Overly emotional
Uncoordinated
Lethargic







I personally started getting many people asking about this, feeling more emotional letting things stir them up, despite all the change and growth they've gone through over the few months. And yes we are handling this differently as we have acknowledged something is 'off' and looking for answers. We are not reverting back to the old, we are being shown how much we have grown. I came across more information on this, which I will share leading up to the New Moon. Crystals are a great way to help with this, so use those grounding stones or use crystals to help overall. Be aware not to fall into the old way. I have lost my grounding stones already many times since being back this week, I knew it was in one room in particular. I allowed it to speak to me, and knew it was where I heard it, but visibly could not 'see it' I began to take apart everything- and sure enough there it was! Under many many blankets. 

Void

Right now we are in this Void - in this transition about to be Birthed into the Divine Birth of Transformation. We
get to further assess ourselves, what are our aspirations approaching the New Moon Eclipse. The New Selves can be birthed during this time as we just sit and are in stillness. I have read that the higher chakras the means of communication shifts from words into shapes and drawings. This to me resonates as I love the written word but I have been called to draw and take photographs. I had a dream where I saw a vision of a picture I will create that is very beautiful. Every time I am in meditation and am asked to open my higher crown chakra I see this specific color, ironically while looking for a picture to represent the Void I came across this image which is exactly what I have seen more than once in my third eye. Doing some research I found this interesting which I will share: "This chakra is a radiant star of brilliant Gold and Violet Light and is ALREADY OPEN for your Kundalini to make Her connection. It It is located a hand’s length above the Crown, and it is the seat of your Higher Self. AFFIRMATION FOR HIGHER CROWN CHAKRA : I am (Christ Name) Great Golden Angel Of Light; Eternal Being; in Whom I identify; I AM." Which leads me to ask, what is something you use to enjoy (either as a young child, as a teen or even early adulthood) that you just for some reason stopped? How could this benefit if you started it again? 


Wisdom
Once again I am hearing about balance as my guides I felt ancient wisdom, which even my name means wisdom. This resonates with me yet at the same time the other side is of innocence the child state to see the magic. On my adventure once I let go I could feel the ancient energy just knowing and yet embracing that I then also could experience just being playful. 


During my walk I was not really paying attention where I was going, other than walking in a straight line- and someone ran into me who equally was not paying much attention either- the reaction is very telling. We both did not get upset we both just smiled at each other as this was pure innocent we were both daydreaming when we ran into each other and I felt an energy exchange between us. However, the typical perception is "watch where you are going" "you have to pay attention to where you are going" as it's our responsibility to not daydream but be mindful of all those around us ... this view is of the old. It turns into if someone else tells you this

"you have to watch where you are going" this is them speaking about where they are in their journey. It's not yet acceptable to just be and enjoy, fear still lingers for them as it's not correct for people to wonder aimlessly, even though we aren't actually. The perception comes from where we each are in our journey. So to me, I experienced literally having an energy exchange with someone the Universe wanted me to be guided to. Both of our reactions show we are both of Light and Love as we did not react of the old. Instead we acted playfully actually showing that you do have to have the wisdom embodied that it really doesn't matter if you bump into someone harmlessly on the street because it's playful and it's really not a big deal. 

Lunar Samhain New Moon
As I discussed while in San Francisco I began to notice entities and beings, as you may also be experiencing as we approach the 31st the veil is lifting and will also remain into the 3rd the Night of the New Moon. This New Moon is called Lunar Samhain as it's when the veil is thin. We are able to call onto the energy of Scorpio as this New Moon is in Scorpio. The Hybrid Solar Eclipse occurs on the same day which only heightens the energy we may draw from. As I have talked about we are currently in a Void which began after the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Aries on October 18 until the Solar Eclipse and New Moon in Scorpio on November 3. 



Scorpio Energy
Scorpio energy calls for us to realize we are shifting further into the New. It's a shift as the Uranus Pluto square occurs on November 1 leading up to this. Scorpio energy is calling for us to look into what's really needing us to face critical as we may have previously felt this was too out there. Now we have to face it we are being reflected these aspects of ourselves whether in signs or things that are being within us. This is not about negative feelings as this is of the old, nor of cleansing however we have to find a new way of perceiving this to grow. Light is being cast literally on our true selves our core Divine being. Scorpio brings the dark side out to look into what or who may have hold or influence on us (for not our own benefit), if you are still in some way living and operating on some aspects of the old - this will resonate with you perhaps where you may see this. I have released this a while ago, so this does not resonate with me but I share it for those of you who still need this information. If this does not resonate with you, know that you and my journey are different but we have ascended to the higher levels, if you resonate with this- there is no good or bad or speed to any of this we all are perfect as we are in our space in our own journey.


We are being called by Scorpio New Moon to become awaken further to the New to this hidden wisdom inside each one of us. We could not access until we are ready until we let go and embrace inner knowing to Divine Self. This void we have seen signs of where we want to be, what we want to reach but again it's not about reaching the destination but about all that is and embodying the journey to the destination. As I observed in my adventures, I could see many people not yet awaken to all the beauty around. Not all will be awaken to this, as they may chose to stay happy in the sleeping phase. Those of us who have never really fit in our old life, we want and are changing and seeing how much we are awakening with every shift and new portal. I have started to just be functioning at higher levels in chakras but at the time didn't know what specific numbered chakra I was using at the time. As this does not matter, you do not need to think oh I am going to embody and use the higher chakras verses just using the seven chakras. This is not how we are. There is no forcing or thinking we just are. It just comes naturally. For me I received guidance from other healers to begin my activations, which I do offer this service as well to start your journey to further realization with the higher chakras, or even introduce you to the seven chakras. Contact me if this calls to you.

Naturally many of us are coming into further awareness, Scorpio is in the North Node and Saturn is amplifying the Uranus Pluto square. This is ending the 25,000 year cycle. We need to further act in the new and fear of not having something or desires which are not passion are not resonating with the new. We are being called to just be, to trust that everything will come to be, that all that we wish to have will have energy released and with Divine timing it will come to be, as with passion to have something or someone is passion is all around and just is.

Solar Eclipse
This New Moon in Scorpio is in a fixed water sign which is associated with deep change. As Eclipses are about big change and moving forward to forever remain changed. Solar Eclipses are internal energies as this will be an internal journey for each of us. So don't be surprised if days leading up to the New Moon on November 3 you start to push away distractions or only gravitate towards people who help with your soul searching. Look at your birth chart to see what aspects Scorpio is going to play in your house, both the Sun and Moon are at 11 degrees in Scorpio. We are entering a new chapter in our life as we are further in the New with all these energies. Even though many of us will not see the Solar Eclipse, that is of no importance as the energy can still be felt which is the most important aspect.


Scorpio is calling for us to bask in it's waters for purifying and in it's caldron giving emotional heat to heal and transform us. As we are still in Mercury Retrograde we may also pull the energy of Saturn, Mercury and the North Node. This leads into epiphanies that many of us may be experiencing already. Even if you are yet to articulate them just internally know, they will eventually manifest outward. 

New Moon
New Moons are about new beginnings and planting the seeds. We have released space and have space to plant and fill these. Scorpio is about passions ... many of us are thinking about what we want, however also think why do you want what you want? Passion leads to transformation. Here it's about the journey on your way to your passion. 


Mercury Retrograde
Mercury Retrograde is in Scorpio leading to a sign of rise of the Phoenix, were

we were once viewing ourself being trapped in the old, but now we must rise literally out of all the old the ashes and just manifest into so much more. We get to use the Lunar Eclipse energy to cultivate along with the Mercury Retrograde conjunct with the North Node in Scorpio which allows a sense of comfort and familiarity while we also allowing us to explore our motivations and moving with change not resisting it. If we feel comfort and support we often are more inclined to want to experience change, use this energy.

Mars also rules this Eclipse, Virgo is also in the same degree as the Sun and the Moon in Scorpio. Virgo brings the ability to focus on tasks allowing us to take this energy towards transformation to create and manifest. Saturn motivates us to seek the wisdom to grow into a more mature being with a solid foundation to make what we want come to be. Pluto allows us to see any flaws in the foundations so that we can repair these and heal them. All coming together to see the beginnings to our new Divine Being.

Emotional Energy
Many are already experiencing heightened emotions as Scorpio relates to exchange of energy, which typically connected to sex and intimacy as this is the ultimate energy exchange as viewed by many. Water signs typically are viewed as connecting to emotional energy it is the calm the yin energy of the feminine. This being said, Emotional energy brings motivation for our actions, emotions fuel for us to act upon our will we are nurtured to act. Of the old, was about fear and escaping our emotional responses that were triggered for fear of vulnerability or intimacy. However of the New, we embrace all aspects of our self and just jump into things head first knowing the first part is to let go, that there is no loss here, no rejection- intimacy is beautiful on all levels but we first have to allow for the experience to happen. This is what Scorpio is calling for us to embrace. We already know how the old was, this is the new, being of the new is to not act as we once did. We have cleared already why we ran or left or got scared ... it's no longer time to dwell on this, but to see and feel what we want and just go with our passions. Liberation from unconscious emotional responses as this does not serve anyone to be your Authentic self.


Manifesting
As many of us do wish to manifest and send out things we want or would like in our life. This is the energy we put and push out of us. After a while we just do this naturally what we want and what we are we attract. Which is why being in the New and all with loving awareness we just are, and that is what is reflected back to us. Leading up to this New Moon begin to ask yourself what is it you want in your life? What may you have come to realize you need in your life to best help your journey. The last Eclipse we released things that no longer serve us. Now we must ask what are things we wish to cultivate into our life with more abundance? I would begin a journal, if you do not already do so. Reflecting internally. As we approach the New Moon the manifesting energies get stronger. And it's always good to brainstorm and recall things you may have thought about on a drive or at the store but have yet to put to paper. I have already started to re-organize my space as I naturally seem to do so for every New Moon. 


Me Day Plan on the day and even night of the New Moon to have "me" time where you allow yourself just for you and internal reflection. As we approach the night of the New Moon we may participate in our own New Moon ritual. I will outline some new things which you may or may not wish to do, see what resonates with you. I will include things that I have done and found useful as well as some other options as well. This is really all about you and finding your voice to speak to the Universe and Ask for what it is you want and sending out the energy, so you have to resonate with which you are doing to have your highest vibration.

Times of Events
"The Scorpio Solar Eclipse occurs on November 3
rd, 2013 at 4:50 am PST/ 7:50am EST/ 12:50pm GMT.  A solar eclipse disrupts the energy flow between the Sun and Earth and helps establish new energy channels for new possibilities. There was a solar eclipse 19 years ago on November 3, 1994.   What did you begin then? How have you found completion since then? What is calling to you now?" -Cathy Pagano/Kepler

New Moon Manifesting Rituals
New Moon manifestation rituals are created to expand the space within us and around us to where our desires, wishes, good health and well being are created and realized. Before you start this ritual its imperative that you know exactly what it is that you wish to manifest for yourself. (So create a draft first.) It is also recommended that your intention requests be stated as precisely as possible to ensure positive results. Any intention that is mentally focused on, voiced out loud, or written down on paper carries that power. I am offering a New Moon Group Ritual if interested in more details contact me.


Preparing the supplies:
-You will need: a new notebook, a pen, cedar incense, sage, candle(s), crystals
-Prepare a clean and uncluttered sacred space, indoors or outdoors, where you will hold your New Moon ritual.

Setting your New Moon Intentions into Motion
1. Cleanse your sacred area by saying an opening prayer to cleanse stating

that intention, ask for your guides for protection and guidance

2. Clear away negative lingering energies with by burning sage in your area, (I also recommend doing this in your home).


3. Center and ground your body by whatever means is most appropriate for you:
    -Sit in a quiet place and mediate
    -Light a lavender scented candle
    -Drink a cup of chamomile or mint tea (or any tea of choice)
    -Before or during the ritual, intently ingest a blend of flower essences that offer grounding and manifestation properties.


4. Light a candle, play calm relaxing music.

5. Open your notebook and date it. (Note you want to use a brand new note book or create your own with stationary and attach all sheets together, as anything written in this will manifest and you want to start new. Write down these (or similar words):

    "I accept these things into my life now or something better for my highest good and for the highest good of all concerned." 


(Note do not write the quote marks in your own personal statement). Below your intention statement, begin to write down a list of all your desires. Your list may consist of only one item, or you may have several pages written down. It can be sentences, however do separate in some way each item. Do not limit your list of items. Continually add other items to your list as often as you wish. (Note if you add things after the New Moon the energy will not be as strong and it may take longer for these to come to be). If possessing many things in your life makes you happy and content, you should not deny yourself these things by limiting your requests.

6. After either re-writing your list down, or modifying things from your journal, I like to re-read the list out loud and see if anything else resonates with me that I should add. Not not cross anything out if you notice a flaw find a way to reword it. I like to draw reiki symbols over each item (if you practice you may do the same), and lay my hand on each sending energy into each and allowing it to be with the Universe, as well as call upon my crystals. Clear Quartz is especially helpful to amply all. Remember everything is energy. This is your time to ask nothing is too big or small. 

7. Close your notebook and put it away until the next month's New Moon where you will reopen it and rededicate it. 


8. Thank our guides, thank the universe, it's all about being grateful. Complete by saying this statement: “I am allowing love and joyous energy flow through me with freedom. Abundance is now appears in every creation of my life and I am peaceful with life now. And so it is. Thank you” Blow out your candle thinking about all you wish to manifest to receive, and once the flame is out let all thoughts of this go to the universe.

Other options for manifesting:
*Make a Vision Board
This is a very simple and creative way to visually get down on paper images of things you want to manifest. There are no rules, you just need magazines, pictures, markers, pen, scissors, glue and poster board or just a sheet of paper. Look through magazines for instance to just anything that calls to you or look for specific things you had on your list. If you don't find anything to represent what you have envisioned just draw it yourself or write it out. This process is decide and declare those desires to the universe through visual means. Arrange it any way that makes you happy. You can hang it up on your wall after so that you are reminded of the things you wish to manifest.

*Candle Ritual
You will need a candle- typical color is white (although you can use different colors). You will write words or symbols of the things that you desire onto the candle. Next hold the candle in both hands and visualize yourself having all these things and enjoying having them. Visualize this desire going into the candle. For me I feel the energy transfer from me to the candle. Continue to do this until you feel the energy has stopped flowing from you to the candle. Once you feel ready, light the candle and allow it to burn down completely. During this process, as the candle burns its transmitting your desire into the universe. (Do not leave a candle unattended, if it blows out if your outside just relight it, if you have to extinguish it Do Not blow it out use a snuffer instead). 

*Check
Get a check from your check book and cross out all information except your name, and make the check out to yourself or use this check you may print out and use. Write: in the date area "now." In the pay to the order of: write your name. As the dollar amount write "Paid in Full." Finally sign the check as: "The Universe," "God," "Your Angel," or "The Law of Abundance.





You can now go about the rest of your night. Feeling happy and positive that you send out to the universe all that you want to attract and just be patient and grateful.

I created a crystal grid for the New Moon, which you may share it's energy.


Happy New Moon!!


Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Many Adventures Beyond the Destination

Adventures
So many adventures. A much needed vacation away from writing. I did write an article, but decided not to share it (from last week). I needed to write it at the time, but it doesn't resonate with me, maybe I'll post it another time.

Void
Last week I did decide to stop writing (temporarily) as I mentioned on our Padma Bella Facebook Page, I had been reading that we are in a void. We are in between the Old and just reflecting where we are. Last week I began to notice I did not feel like I fit anywhere but being in a form of limbo. It was not until I read more accounts of others describing this void that it resonated with me that this too is what I had 
been feeling. Which for me I felt like nothing could give explanation and writing was not the way to go for me personally. Last week two things happened I noticed where the Old me use to be and I no longer fit there, and another instance where the New me that is coming to BE is.

I however did feel in the void as I do not know fully what this new me is going to be. I let it go this need to know. I enjoyed the process of it knowing I would turn out as it would turn out. Which to me was a great way to enter into my vacation.


Prospective
For me this vacation was a true adventure as I only knew major things I was going to visit but all the details I did not know. I enjoyed watching the sunrise and after that all I wanted to do was take pictures of the journey with my camera. There were times when buildings gave off energy that I was called to (which never has happened before to this degree- there had been times I could notice something but this was almost constant) shapes colors smells; all seemed richer. Even getting stuck in traffic, before (the old me) would cringe and become annoyed- this has changed for me too. I did not see any negative and my prospective on how I handled even this has changed. In even this small shift a major accident on the side of the road- only took a few minutes to pass up as all the cars kept driving past. Bringing me to prospective, it's all about how you handle something- that's all you can have a say over. 



Possibilities
After a while, once getting out of the high populated areas, were many mountains. I began to feel magic. Sporadic trees scattered on these mountains, who planted them? Some trees I felt fairies live here. I noticed the same child-like essence I use to have on road trips that I went on as a young child this was returning to me here. I loved to look out the window and daydream. There were many many hours of just road and endless possibilities for me to just Be and daydream. I had taken this drive last year and during this same point I was 'bored' going crazy and just well again bored. 


Here, I really enjoyed this time to reflect and be and being appreciative of even being able to go on a vacation to be on this adventure. So many possibilities and after a while I could even feel the energy come off the mountains and the trees they were speaking to me, not yet in a language I could understand but I could 'feel' it. I then started thinking about how often do we just past something and give no notice to it? Of course, being a driver in our life we get to decide where we are going and are goal oriented or driven to get to the destination. However, being a passenger we get the luxury to just 
observe, to Be. Both have equal qualities we have to be both. However, in our life we should create balance to allow this to be both the driver and the passenger. We need to in this New embodiment notice the things that we may have in the old just passed up in fast speed. The destination is not the important thing at all, it's the journey ... the in between that is where true realization and learning happens. I have been told this so many times, during this drive I really got it. Which once I started to see the magic all around I stopped thinking and allowed for it to come. I noticed trees more. I noticed things that when I would be driving I may not have. So for my adventure was to open up more senses which to me came in day dreaming and getting out of my head to get in my mind.




Shifting and Energy I noticed this new SF bridge gave me a negative vibe for some reason, I still am not sure why this resonated with me. I did take many pictures to see if that would give me some clarity. It may have been spirits as I have not visited an place with deep history (since starting all of this shifting). How does this picture make you feel? This is the one which resonates with me the most, I will not give my interpretation of it as to not influence your own. However this is the new bridge.



Once reaching San Francisco, just driving the streets I noticed old historic energy all around. I could almost envision the people who designed the city years and years ago what they wanted people to see and feel when entering this city. There was traffic which gave me more opportunity to sit and Be with the energy all around, instead of just zipping past it. I brought my camera and wanted to tell a story with pictures, this is what I always use to do when I was younger, I loved photography. I still love it but this is something like art that I just for some reason put aside. 





Nature
I really enjoyed the nature walk. It had been a really long time since I had walked these streets in San Francisco. I had no expectation other than getting to Pier 39 (was the only "plan"). Many people were walking on the side walk once I started walking I noticed energy all around really strong old historic energy. Certain buildings I could tell the history - the vibes and some of the piers I passed I felt and became transported in time when these were functional piers what life would have been like for workers here. What would it have looked like back then? This is one building which I got a strong vibe from that I needed to take a picture of it. Many of the piers did not want me taking pictures of them but I could feel spirits. This of course is all new to me as I don't recall being this sensitive or to this extent. I had before going on this vacation trip asked for protection from my guides, and my angels as so I would be protected in those that I would come meet. I have noticed that being just of Light and Love even negative vibes or energies are not harming because reflecting so much positive out sort of cancels it out (for lack of a better term). I am recalling a specific energy on the walk back, where I passed an old building which had a very very strong negative energy as something very bad and negative happened. I only wanted to get away from it as fast as possible, it wanted me to touch the walls- even now I feel that and I wanted nothing to do with that energy as I walked past I had to cleanse and push the energy out so it would not attach onto me but call upon my guides.


Beyond the senses
Back to the nature walk, all of it besides that was really enjoyable. I came to a

dock and I became transported in time the closer I walked to it, I could feel myself shift and change as though I was turning into another person. I could see beyond the modern boats that were there. I could feel the pull of the past what sailors and women were feeling and what it would have been like. It was magical I was so inspired by this, I did take a picture to capture for me this energy, however this is a bit past where my sensing started as I became caught up in all of it. Walking and experiencing all this, it became another observation that people from all over were doing this same exact walk along with me, yet how many could actually feel and see this? How many were just zipping through this walk to get to the destination? How many were open to experience all this extra that is beyond the "normal" senses? It's all here to be experienced by everyone, yet how many truly do? This is another thing I began to recognize this New I am being entered into is sensing so much more and seeing things in richer colors, not grainy (like my phone often takes pictures now), but clear and bright and full. 


Signs
I received many signs on the walk to the "destination" one being I just happened to look up over my head and saw a dragonfly going in the opposite direction as me. It was too fast for me to take a picture of it, however it made me smile I see the transformation. So different from where I was back in September, and now here I am walking, enjoying and so is the dragonfly flying. It just seemed to be going with the flow. I was on the look out to see if I could see anymore but this of course was the only dragonfly I would see on this trip. A sign that I am where I am suppose to be.




Destination
The destination Pier 39, this became a very bittersweet point of my trip. As one

of my angels was suppose to make this trip (but she never did). It's one of the many things we talked about how much she loved this place. So many things she was suppose to do I have been doing- completing and finishing the thing she could not. However I did feel her with me on this whole adventure, (even down to breakfast on Sunday at her usual table) there was an extra chair already placed at the table which I knew was showing she still was with me. All this made me realize the purpose was for me to learn all her secrets all the things she loved about all these places and all these things so that when I traveled to these places alone I could recall and she would be whispering in my hear- see ... remember? I went into all of her favorite shops, I will continue to post pictures from the adventure on my facebook page: Padma Bella ... as I took too many to fit all on here, so look for them. I also may create a photo album to share all of my adventures (seeing what resonates).


For me the Ascension really happened when I embraced the New, to just Be walking in nature and being able to just experience so much more (than ever before). It was not even me trying to Be anything at all. This is when I noticed it the most. After visiting all these places- stopping at the view of the ocean, I am still called to the water. There was fog around the Golden State bridge which slowly began to move up the mountain the longer I stayed. Many boats were in the water and for a while it was enjoyable to just stand still and just Be. To be with my angel as she enjoyed this view so much even she was aware that we have to just stop and be. 




Awareness
I went into one particular shop which had many different crystals, I was drawn to a white stone (which I do not know what type) and also a Bloodstone- for that particular day. However the moment I touched it I felt the energy, but did not resonate with being it's guardian. I did notice though that there was a pull from all the crystals as I walked away from the shop something wanted me to go back. I knew that none of those crystals were meant to be with me. I noticed another shift when the old me would have looked at the clock and decided I should have lunch because of the 'time' however here, in the now I was not particularly hungry. Being on a time limit for play, I decided to continue walking. 



Beyond the Destination
Reaching Fisherman's Wharf was a celebration to celebrate Pier 39's 35th Anniversary with many different merchants in a street fair. I right away could sense fake crystals, which I could not do before. I came to one shop which had crystals, I was drawn to three large ones in particular, I held a large Clear Quartz which really called for me to hold it. Next I held a large Pink Quartz ... afterwards I immediately felt relief and calm as apparently some energy from the other crystals and shop had attached to me and these crystals which were much larger and had a stronger energy cleared me of it.

I took many pictures of trees one in particular I started seeing colors- right before reaching a beach. This really called to me as I am still being drawn and called to the ocean, so I walked in the sand. I for some reason feel home at the water, regardless of where I am. What do you see in this picture? 




For me this is the greatest balance there are trees and then the water, which the main point was to get to Pier 39. Had I just stopped for lunch (as I would have in the past) I would have not reached here. The end of the path literally took me to this magical spot. I feel this is where I Am meant to be, also a shift in prospective came because I allowed myself to just walk until I felt it was time to stop. As you may notice the fog also cleared. This leads me to ask, how often do feel free? Many people were standing on the steps I wanted to get in the sand and water. So I just walked in ... others started to do the same. After a while many were enjoying themselves because we should all enjoy these moments when we find paradise. I took many pictures at this spot which I will share at a later time.






Letting go ... 
Once I felt enough at this spot I started walking back, once again I saw more signs like a mermaid literally on a sign, which early on in my journey I had on multiple occasions been called a mermaid. I enjoyed seeing this pop up here on this trip. Mermaids and shells were more things I noticed when I was walking on this part of my journey. When I was close to the land side of the streets, nature and fairy magic is what I would notice more ... and a bear statue ... bread in the shape of bears, singing bowls, then I came to a place that was handing out free samples, and even this was yet another sign. I really enjoyed my nature walk. Heading back, I could feel the energy around me from the trees and at times the buildings as I mentioned before. 


This particular Pier I passed next to it I feltmuch energy resonating. It was not until I was on the other side of the street that I felt taking a picture of it was appropriate. Do you sense anything from it?










Tree magic
I was called to take many pictures of trees I passed. I will also share these throughout. I will however share one which at the time I didn't not know why it was calling to me until I uploaded it and as you will notice there are many different colors and shapes that have come into the picture. Many times when I felt the presence of magic and fairies my pictures came out either blurry or there was distortion in the image. This has to be one of my favorite pictures of the day. What do you feel?




I took a picture of these leaves on the grass, no special effects, no editing, what do you notice about the grass? What do you notice in the leaves?



Waters
The day ended reaching my hotel, and heading out to dinner (because it was too gorgeous to order in). Even this drive I saw magic. The water I passed had a sense of calmness. I felt like I was back on the East Coast as I looked out my window.





Sunset
Returning from dinner I caught the sunset, even though this picture did come out blurry it still to me captures what I felt looking at this sunset. For me it was all about colors and the feeling I got from watching this sunset, being in focus is about control about the old, when you can't see this fully in focus you get to notice transitions a lot better. Here in this point of the void we aren't seeing things in whole yet because we are in transition we know what's there but it's still slightly out of focus much like this sunset- we are setting the old into the horizon. Yet there is so much more grandness and beauty all around. Taking ourself out of focus we can Be and experience the magic and beauty all around.





Cleanse
The next day was a huge contrast, as it was overcast and cold eventually raining. None of that mattered it was about something greater, d
uring this time I began to feel the New approaching, driving back watching the sunset. The rain stopped and in the mountains I could feel the shift happening. Strong winds were moving the clouds and a cleansing could be felt. A group of birds were flying happily in odd patterns, just enjoying to fly. This is where we all need to be, just out in nature not caring about what we look like it's all about feeling, finding like- minded, like souls who resonate with us.


Transformation
We are in between Eclipses of the Moon and Sun and bringing us into the Void which is to allow us to Be and the transformation into something bigger is approaching. At this point I started to really feel it, taking just the leap forward. I have been feeling all my old reactions all the ways I would normally be- this is not me anymore. This trip allowed me to see it even more clearly than before. We each reach this point differently, I could feel myself shifting and shifting for weeks, however not until I was out of my element literally and someplace else I began to really just experience it even more strongly. As the sun set there was a bright star on the western horizon, it kept calling to me, I'm sure it was a planet and not so much a star. I used an app to see more information on it, and it was the constellation of my birth sign (which I felt fit) why it was resonating with me so strongly.


Guidance & Services

I received guidance to offer more intuitive guidance sessions for a donation. I also see offering my art work as another - I will be posting pictures of the artwork I have completed however I will be giving these as well as personalized ones- Many of us are seeking something specifically on our journey. For me I received art work that is for my journey. Today I received a message as to why I have been called to this so much, why balance has literally been a theme spoken to me for months and months. It all has to do with Energy and what element I am drawn to what represents me. So if you are just drawn to a specific thing, and not sure of the 'why' don't let it get in the way of progress instead just go with it, take the intuitive approach (as it will make sense when you are ready for it). If you would like art work please message me- I am taking orders now. Or if you would like one of my other products or services contact me as well. I will be writing and also creating a New Moon group for over the weekend. Contact me for more details on any of these.

Overall I really enjoyed my many adventures. I have many more stories to share, however this is all I am being called to share at this time.

Crystal Play
I feel that its time to share the crystal grid that my Playmate in Light and I created on the Eve of the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse. We played with the crystals, I have read various articles on 'How to create a crystal grid' however in this case we just played ... allowing the crystals to speak to us. I love more of an intuitive approach. I will say the first time I took a picture of this crystal grid I thought my camera did not take a clear focused picture as on my phone it did not appear to be in focus. My Playmate in Light shared his picture he had taken with me. I will share both and we took them from the same angle however you can see how the crystals respond to us even in a photograph. 


My photograph:

Playmate in Light's photograph:

What resonates, what emotions, what feelings, get evoked in you as you view this crystal grid? I am leaving this one nameless as I do not feel called to name it- it will just Be ... 

I need to include this as I am trying to type in the title as I almost always create a title for my articles after I have written in full everything, I am typing and keep getting an error message (which I have never received before) another sign about titles? I can only type a word before the error message pops up.